Thursday, January 5, 2012

2011 - The Year of the Power of Choices

2012 has dawned and as most people look forward to the new year, I would like to take a few moments to look back and review the year of amazing changes.  I can safely say that 2011 was the most eventful year of my life… more changes occurred in 2011 than I thought were even possible.  When I think of all that has happened, I wonder how it was possible?  How is it that so much can get accomplished in one little year?

As Emmett and I were driving to work yesterday (we both work at a local restaurant called Roux), we were talking about how surreal it still is that we are living in Alabama.  We’ve only been here just over a month, so I suppose it’s not that odd that we should still be scratching our heads and asking what the heck happened.   How is it that we ended up in Montgomery, Alabama (of all places) from Plymouth, Massachusetts (or Master-two-shits as they call it down here)?   I can safely say that one year ago, or even six months ago, Montgomery, AL was not on our radar.  So what happened?  What follows reads a bit like one of those Christmas letters that families send out… better that than a fruit cake I guess.

January 2011:  It was a new year and Emmett and I had made a resolution that we were going to make a much needed change in our lives.  We were living at White Cliffs in a nice two-bedroom townhouse but were paying an exorbitant $800+ a month for club and condo fees.  This did not include our mortgage payment. We were hemorrhaging money with no end in sight.  We had been trying to sell the property for over two years with little to no interest.  The only way out was to give the townhouse back to the bank.  We just weren’t sure what the time line would be.   It almost didn’t matter though.  We were resolved to make a change.  We decided we would look for a new place to live and let the bank deal with their time line in their own time.

February 2011:  We heard from the bank that held our mortgage and they agreed to a deed in lieu and notified us that we would have to move at some point soon.  It could be eight weeks or it could be six months.  They didn’t have a move date for us.  Emmett and I had been looking for suitable rentals and we finally found one that we could both agree on.  It was smaller than we really liked (with no storage space at all), but it was closer to the train station for me.  As I was commuting a total of four hours a day, even twenty minutes a day closer made all the difference in the world.

March 2011:  We moved into our new home (rental).  It was quite the effort.  I had lived in my townhouse for eight years so there was a lot of “stuff” to either move or divest myself of.  Emmett and I had a lot of help from his friends Brian and Thanh and from my friend Laura.  They were virtual pack mules for us.  They got us moved into our new home, set up with a wood stove, unpacked and set up in no time at all. 

During this time, my work situation was unraveling quickly.  I had told my boss back in December that I would be looking for a new job as I could sense that the Department had changed and there really wasn’t a position for me there any longer.  It was now three months later and my boss was anxiously awaiting my announcement that I would be moving on.  It wasn’t happening as soon as either of us would like and she was beginning to apply pressure.

April 2011: Emmett came home one day and announced to Kylie and me that we would be getting a kitten.  He had wanted one for a long time.  We already had Pussen but Emmett felt that she needed a playmate.  We had tried to introduce full grown cats to Pussen before but with very little success.  Just picture the Tasmanian Devil x 2.  Not nice.  I worried for the safety of a kitten but Emmett assured me it would be fine.  In mid-April he brought Koko home.  She was just eight weeks old and cute as could be.  A little brindle (black, red, blonde, white) with huge eyes and a propensity for “trilling.”  Right away we took to Koko.  She was great with her litter box.  She liked to sleep on my chest at night and she had the loudest purr any of us had ever heard.  She was happy and so were we.  Kylie loved her and it made her happy too.  After a week and half of Pussen hissing and swatting at Koko (and Koko swatting back at Pussen), we came into the living room one day to see the two of them cuddled up together sleeping.  Emmett was right.  It would be fine.

BFF's

May 2011:   In early May Emmett took a trip to Montgomery for a Texas Steak House reunion.  Years ago he had worked at the local (now defunct) restaurant and made a ton of friends.  Back in the day, they were all a bunch of young kids, partying and having a crazy time.  Now they were full grown adults, reconnecting, partying and having a crazy time.  This was a great trip for Emmett has reconnected with a lot of old friends and started networking. 

Directly after returning from Montgomery, Emmett started a new job.  He was a service and operations manager for EMG Surgical.  It was a good job as it paid well and was a Monday – Friday, 8:00 – 5:00 job.  Emmett had craved a job with normal hours for a long time.  We were both really grateful for the timing of this job.

June 2011:  While Emmett was busy settling into his job, my boss was busy figuring out ways to make me want to quit.  I had been hired as a grant manager back in 2007 but was suddenly being made to clean out offices, dust file cabinets, move a library of books around and pretty much do what no one else wanted to do.   Clearly I was being pressured to quit on my own. There was no cause to fire me.  My reviews had always been above average.  My attendance was great.  It turned out there was just a personality conflict.  My boss asked to meet with me and offered me my same job but at a $10K salary cut and a one year (unprotected) contract.  Obviously, I declined her “deal.”  At that point, my boss told me that I would be laid off then as of September.  This was great news for me because I was not interested in continuing to work with my boss.  Harvard offers an amazing layoff package and helps to find their laid off employees new jobs.  I was thrilled.   I was also thrilled to learn that the deed in lieu had gone through earlier that month and that I was no longer a home owner.

July 2011:  Kiera (Emmett’s oldest daughter) had arrived at the end of June and was settling into hanging out with us for the summer.  She was really sad as she had left her boyfriend of two years behind in Indiana and her mom was now moving to Montgomery, Alabama.  She tried really hard to keep her chin up but she was clearly bummed.  Even trips to the beach didn’t help much.  Kylie was missing her mom who she had only seen once during the past year.  I could feel that change needed to happen again but I didn’t know exactly what that meant for us.

 I took a little weekend trip away (with eleven girlfriends) to Martha’s Vineyard for Shark Weekend.  The weekend was meant to help me relax and get away from “real life.”  All I could think about that weekend though was how unhappy the girls seemed and how I wanted to help.  On the way back from Martha’s Vineyard, as I stood on the bow of the ferry talking to my friend Lisa, I suddenly had a revelation.  What if Emmett and I moved to Montgomery?  As soon as I had the thought, I knew 100% that we would.  It just made sense.  My job was ending; most of Emmett’s relatives lived in Montgomery; most of the girls’ relatives lived in Montgomery too.  If we moved to Montgomery, the girls would have both of their parents nearby for the first time since they were small children.  Emmett spoke to his ex-wife who agreed that if we moved to Montgomery, she would be agreeable to a 50/50 custody agreement.  That sweetened the pot.

August 2011:  We had a plan.  We knew that sometime in either December or January we would be moving to Montgomery, Alabama.  We didn’t know all of the details but we would work them out.  We always did, didn’t we?  A fly in the ointment popped up. In mid-August my boss called me into her office to tell me that she was not going to lay me off and then proceeded to give me a warning for some imagined infraction.  It was clear to me that she was now going to try and fire me.  If she fired me, I would not be able to use Harvard as a reference and I would have no support from them at all.  I was a bit panicked to be truthful.  This could really mess with our plans.  I called my union representative and explained what was going on.  I contacted Human Resources and got them involved.  I didn’t know what, if anything could be done to help me but I was not going to sit by and just be unceremoniously fired because someone didn’t like me.

September 2011:  Started with my 45th birthday party.  So many friends and family came by the house to wish me well. We grilled and cooked and drank and partied.  We listened to great music and danced.  By this point everyone knew our plans to move.  Some of our friends were really supportive and some were vocal in the fact that they thought we were making a mistake. Isn’t it always like that?  You want 100% support from everyone but there’s always someone who thinks they know what’s best for you (and it doesn’t seem to be what you have planned).    In mid-September, my work situation cleared itself up.  I would be leaving Harvard (after over six years) in mid-October and it was on my own volition.  I had worked it out so that I would be able to move to Montgomery in late November without hardship.  The move plans were on!

October 2011:  Emmett gave his notice to EMG Surgical.  I gave my notice to Sushi Joy.  I finished up my job at Harvard and left peacefully.  It was a weird feeling to walk out of the building I had been in for so long and know that I was not going to return.  As I drove out of Boston on my last day of work, I opened my car window and shouted “Woo Hoo!” at the top of my lungs.  My commuting days were over!  Dealing with an unhappy boss was over!  I really was starting a new life.

 At the end of October, Emmett and I took a long weekend trip to Montgomery to house hunt.  We thought we might want to rent something in East Montgomery as that’s where the girls lived.  During that weekend, we viewed about seven homes in East Montgomery and nothing was right for us.  If I liked it, Emmett hated it.  If Emmett liked it, I hated it.  We knew we had to have a house that we both liked.  We had transitioned from thinking we might rent to thinking that if the right situation came along, we would probably do an owner finance situation. 

On Monday, just hours before we were going to board the plane and go back to Massachusetts, my sister-in-law Judy suggested we look at two houses on the street behind her house (which is in the Old Cloverdale part of town).  Both houses were for sale and one was also available for rent.  There was no mention of owner finance.  Emmett and I resolved that if we had to rent, because owner finance was not available, then we probably would.  We took a look at the first house which on the outside was beautiful but was a hot mess on the inside.  The price was amazing -- $60K!  We could buy it without owner finance but it would take us years to get the house into any kind of suitable living condition.  Then we looked at the house next to it – the house that was also for rent.

 As soon as I stepped over the threshold, I knew in my heart of hearts that this was THE place.  It was a yellow shingled Cape style house and made me feel as though I were at home in Massachusetts.  The house had hardwood floors, plantation shutters, granite counter tops, huge bedrooms for everyone and even a writing room for me.  I did what no one should ever do in front of a real estate agent; I ran around the house screaming about everything I loved about it.  The best part though was that the house backed up to Tom and Judy’s backyard.  What were the chances?  It’s as though it were meant to be.  The only question remained though, could we afford it?  We asked about renting the house.  It would be $1,250 a month; the same as what we paid for the much smaller house in Massachusetts.  The real estate agent asked if we were interested in buying the house.  We were but our credit was shot.  We filled out the rental application and headed back to Massachusetts.  We really hoped that we would be able to at least rent this property.  It was beautiful.

 As we got off the plane in Boston, Emmett’s phone rang, it was the real estate agent and he let us know that the owners were willing to finance us.  The house was ours if we wanted it and for a total of $950 a month.  We could not believe how well things were coming together.

November 2011:  This month flew by like crazy.  Emmett finished up his job at EMG Surgical and I finished up my job at Sushi Joy.  I was officially unemployed.  Basically I had worked non-stop since I had been 14 years old and it just felt weird to no longer have to report to someone.  We were so busy packing though that there was not a moment to relax.  At the same time, as though I was not busy enough, I had decided that I would start on my life- long ambition to write.  I started this blog.  Then one day, the movers came and our house was empty. All of our belongings (other than two suitcases full of clothes and our cats) were on their way to Montgomery.  We cleaned up our rental and drove to our friend Laura’s house.  She would host us for our final week in Massachusetts.

Laura and her children were amazing. They never acted as though we were putting them out at all.  We were treated like royalty in her home.  It was the best week ever spending all of that time with her and the kids.  If it was possible, we grew even closer that week.  I knew that when the day came for me to board that plane (with a one way ticket), it would be really hard on my friend.  It was hard on me.  Laura is even more nostalgic than I am, so I knew it would be hard.  All I can say about this is that it was one of my top two hardest goodbyes.  We both shed a bucket of tears.  Our friend Joe showed up at 6:00 a.m., as requested, loaded Emmett, me and our cats into his truck and drove us to the airport.  I was so grateful for his helpfulness and cheerful attitude that morning.  I don’t think I could have stood it if he had been a crabby morning person. 

A small note about traveling with cats:  Don’t.  Ours were as good as could be expected (thanks to kitty Xanax) and they survived the trip but it is super stressful on both the owner and the cat.  The poor things were put into one storage container and didn’t see the light of day (other than being pulled out by TSA to ensure that we had not packed a cat bomb or something) for seven hours.   I hope we never have to do it again.

I admit that when the plane took off from Boston and I saw the beautiful, shining city disappear through the clouds, I did shed a few tears.  The thought that I had formulated on the ferry on the warm July day had come to fruition.  I was Alabama bound.

December 2011:  Emmett’s girls were thrilled that their dad was now living in Alabama.  They came over the house to see what their new rooms looked like.  The rooms were perfect for them.  Kiera’s had loads of closet space and Kylie’s had an attic playroom attached (a life-long wish of hers).  The movers had not yet arrived and so the house was empty.  Our cars had not even left Massachusetts as there had been a hiccup in the transportation plan.  The household belongings would arrive in five days and the cars a few days later.  In the meantime, we bought a King sized bed and put it in our empty bedroom.  Tom and Judy lent us a few chairs and some other household items so that we could at least stay in our house – albeit camping.  Within the first two weeks of arriving in Montgomery, we had our household basically set up and our cars.  We even managed to land part time jobs waiting tables at a local restaurant called Roux.  Somehow we even managed to find a Christmas tree farm and buy a gorgeous tree and decorate that as well. 

We hosted Christmas in our new home for most of Emmett’s family.  It was a beautiful day and everyone was super excited that we were there with them.  I tried to implement touches of my mother's Christmas (big tree, delicious food all day long, stockings, and taking turns picking out gifts to hand out).  At the end of the weekend, several of Emmett’s family members had exclaimed that it was the best Christmas that they had in years.  Kiera and Kylie were glowing from happiness.  It was really great to know that we had not only changed our lives for the better but our family’s as well.  We had hoped that we had made the right choices throughout the year.  It was becoming more and more clear that our instincts were right.  In one year we: moved twice, got a kitten, got jobs, lost jobs, got jobs again, lost a house,  bought a house, figured out the custody of children and moved out of state… in no particular order.

Now:  Here we are, one year after making our resolution to change.  We are settling in nicely in our new home.  Emmett is actively seeking a full time position in the restaurant management world.  I am also looking for a new employment opportunity but will be very selective in what it is I choose to do and who it is I work for.  We have come so far in this past year.  I have come to realize that I do not want to have a four hour crazy commute (my commute now is less than five minutes each way); I do not want to live in a house that I am paying out of my eyes for and that has no storage space.  I know now that I have choices and that the choices I make can really change my life.  I’m not sure that I knew the power of choices before this year.  This year has shown that if you really want to change, it is your choice whether you make it happen or not.  I cannot wait to see what this next year brings.  One thing I do know is that it can’t possibly be as chalk full of changes as this year has been.  It’s just not possible… or is it?
Our new home!

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